Gemeaology/Corology...

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Just a Word of Advice... Corology or Gemealogy as I Label it... is Not a Superstion... And of That I am More Than Vaguely Certain... Like Wands... If Believe or Know of Them... They Just Are... Magical...

Oh Well... Get interested or Not... At Least You've heard about it...

One Last Thing... Stay Away rom Moon Jems... They're Pretty Much How I Found Out With More Certainty... Also BLACK ONYX Gemstones Both Give Various Types Of Bad Luck as Well as Having Other Magical Properties.


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Shiva

According to Me The 3 Pair of Arms Traditionally Associated in the Representations of Shiva, which other than being the Indian Goddess of Destruction and Construction, Could also be Equatedd with The Egyptian Goddesses: Hathor, Sketmet and Bastet who are often Associated to being the same Goddess. This Basically Meaning that Shiva Had 3 identities, and this for a very Specific Reason. According to me it Relates to the Various Tasks she Executed, and given their Different Natures, Required that She Had the Necessity To Use 3 Identities. Her Hathor Version, being her Queen/Ruller Identity, Her Sekmet Identity, her Destructive/Vidictive Identity, and her Bastet Identity, her "Leasure"* Identity.

Otherwise, In Greek Mythology, I Equate Hathor with Persephone, Sekmet with Nemesis and Bastet with Artemis. As for Equivalents in Angeology, so far the oly Equivalent of this Trio, is the Equivalent of Sekmet/Nemesis: Af (Angel of Wrath).



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*: By "Leasure", I Mean Tasks not Traditionally Associated or Accepted for Queenly or Vendictive Duties, Something More Similar to What Most People Call Today Work, and this Would therefor be Shiva's Constructive Side...


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Should Suicide Be Consideredd an Damnable Act...?

Since when has the Vatican considered that suicidals go to Hell? If you ask me Jesus probably would have nothing against it... Think how it must be like to agonize on a cross... Don't you think he would have, if he could have, self-ended his suffering? Basically Suicide?

Also, I've got a feeling that he never pronounced himself about this type of thing, and I KNOW the Vatican sometimes change the rules of their Religion... Every year they publish a book about what the rules of the Catholic Church are, and the views/opinions they have on certain sujects.

This at first could seem like a good thing, demonstrating that they are not stubornly conservative, but they probably have been doing this in all the wrong ways, adding bad rules to the catholic religion instead of good ones... This originally must have been a very good intention, because the world changes, so it is good if the rules also change with it... But it's all Relative as to who's making the changing.


NB: The Picture of the Cut Up Arm is Not My Own (I Found it on the Internet), nor is it Of My Arm, I'm A Woman, and at Least To Me that Arm is Obviously a Man's Arm...


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My Interpretation of Ezekiel 25:17

According Me Like Most Scared Texts, Over Time Translations and Re-interpretation of Original Sacred Texts Are Likely To Have Lost Some Of Their Meaning...

"Ezekiel 25-17, The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the Selfish & the Tearing of Evil men, Blessed is he who in the name of Charity & Good will, Sheppard's the Weak through the Valley of Darkness, for he is Truly his Brothers keeper & the finder of lost Children & I will Strike Down upon thee with Great VENGEANCE & FURIOUS ANGER those who Attempt to Poison & Destroy my Brothers, & you will know my name is the Lord when I lay my VENGEANCE upon thee."

As For The Specific Example Of The Bible Extract Ezekiel 25:17, I Personnaly Believe that the Words "... The Finder of Lost Children...", was Somehow Possibly (?) Reinterpreted from "...To What I Believe Was Originally Finder of Lost SOULS...", and  "my Brothers" something more like "my allies" as for "...And You Will Know My Name Is The Lord..." which Originally given That it Was Translated During The Feudal Era is To Be Possibly Undrestood as The LORD of the LAND(s) and Therefor Should Truthfuly Be Understood Within this Context as "...And You Will Know I Am Your MASTER..." Also The LORD of The LAND(s) is This Context the MASTER of his People, which are Therefor were Basically like Slaves or in that Historical Context, Or More Precisely known as Serfs.

Otherwise, Why is "Lord" Always (?) Interpreted or Labeled as GOD Himself...?


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My Theory as To What Astrology Originally Was...

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According to my Deductions, it is my that the Ancient Western Mythological System of Astrology, might have Possibly Originally been, like what I Believe The I-Ching to be, Actually, has Nothing to Do about your Birth Date (well unless, Your (re)incarnation is Magically Corresponds with the Help of Luck to this System), but Rather Relating to Genetics, and thus according to what we traditionnally associate it to today, also to your Personnality. So Basically Genetics Dertermine your Personnality, which is also Affected by your Intellectual Abilities, which is also Determined by Genetics... And the I-Ching, or what Astrology Possibly Orginally was, is and Always was linked to Genetics, and very likely not only Applied to Humans, but also, other Annimals, Plants, and even Possibly, or Rather Likely also Simpler Inanimate Chemical Combinations of Atoms...


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The Curse of Love

Some of you may already know... Especially among certain people in Masonry from what I've heard... There is Curse on Love... But For those of you who don't ... Ask arround... And otherwise here's what I've heard...

Basically TRUE Love can not in our World... By true Love I mean: "To Love and be Loved in Return" or basically what some consider "the Greatest Thing", basically to be Love and be Loved in Return. And what's worse is that This applies to not only Enamourous Relationships, Frienship Love, Blood Relative Love. (NB: in all it's forms Incestual or not)... Even Relationships between co-workers seems to be somewhat or Entirely under the influence of this Curse... It seems that the way it works is that the more Love there is one side the Less there is on the other side... But... This in no way means that Hating others will get them to Love You, because... Isn't it "Beautiful"... And actually quite apparent I think, that Super Dooper at least Mutual Hate Exist... Hurray...

So you are basically either the Fool or the Fooler... And in the case of those who Fool, unless it is with the purpose of Righteous Revenge* know now that you are cursed to never know happiness and will be cursed with Bad Luck under it's various Manifestations both onto the you personnally but also your "Clan"... And... Will likely one way or the other, also have your turn at being the Fool... And when it will be your turn, the Pain you will feel will always be possibly or likely in an even more humiliating and emotional hurtful way than those you fooled...

Otherwise, for those of you who have been the fools, well, like me even if personally other than Aquiering some wisdom by being one, I at least had somewhat of an illusion... For some it's the Next best thing.

Otherwise is a very interesting strange of Love which can only exist in very "interesting" circumstances basically what I call Agolove, which can even if it never exit for long, mutually is still a deep emotion of some form of Love, but more often a sense of need for emotional Comfort**, and too often again not Mutual... The indivisuals involved in Agolove are itend to be in so much Mental and/or Physical Anguish that anyone Arms are good enough to Confort them...

And This just Reinforces my Nihilislm in Relationships... So, Sorry not into being the Fool or the Fooler, even for Vengeance... I just can't stand even bear the idea of breathing the same air of those I Hate, so Fooling them back and hitting them where it hurts the most in Person, would just because of the negative of bearing their presence outweighs the positive satisfaction of Vengeance and therefor not be Worth it... Especially since at least in my case, Fate usually Naturally take it's toll on them...

Otherwise if you're wondering who's responsible for this curse... It is my determined belief that the curese of Poops Hoggy of Masonry for that... Because it is It's incredible what those completely replusive freaks will do because of REJECTION...

Question: would you sacrifice youself as a "Whore" so that mankind, which in most or all cases Hate so that a "Hoggy "Care" Poop" can have you, just because he obssessed about you...? And why You... ? Putting simply you are his Obsession, because your Soul is What he Craves, Greeds For... Why extactly...? It get's complicated... But no matter how you put it, is Sick... This Freak (whether he realises it or not) it feels only wants you more as a Possession than as a Person to "Truly" Love and Care for... And somehow Believes that with YOU he can HAVE "the Greatest Thing" and only seemingly because of this obssessively GREEDS for you...

Especially when, it at least to me is apparent that, he is incapable of TRUE love, let alone understand it, since in his Obssession To Love ME, has been a extremely strong influence in Destroying Me... And why with all the Harm he has Caused me should this Freak be Alloud to Satisfy his Obssession and get this "Greatest Thing" especially when grasping it's Essence is more than likely impossible for him? This Pathetic Freak and his dreadful stubbornness WILL EVEN WANT THE END OF WORLDS (as well as damning the World To Live Without "Greatest Thing") over not being able to get what he Ridiculously Obssessively Wants...

And, Worse it seems Impossible to Escape his Greed for You... It seems that No matter what, he will Always Want you, and there is nothing you can do to Stop it... Or Nearly, it seems that reccently, after centuries of persuing Me (along with the Rest of "Hoggy Poops" he has finnaly directed his Seek for ""the Greatest Thing". Apparently he finnally Got it... As For the Other ""Hoggy Poops", it's Relative as To whether they will be able to Steal My Indentity...

Otherwise, had his persuit of Me not Ceased, I want to make it clear that even if I were to Sacrifice my Body, Pride and Ego, there is nothing I could ever do to Truly be Able to Love or Even Truly Bear this "Human" or his Family, as well as the Rest of the "Hoggy Poops"... It Just Simply that His as Well as the Rest of the "Hoggy Poops" Auras, attitudes and Voices *** are Like Poison to Me, PURE TORTURE!

Well that's Just how I Feel... But from what I've understood, I'm not Alone, But possibly some fear to Speak Up... For me just Impossible, even in a Context where I do not know how much I should Hate these "Hoggy Poops" for all the harm he and they have caused me in this and/or their and my passed Lives... And within this Context really makes their Persistance of their Persuite Outrageous... Otherwise... If any of you Prideless or Possibly Heroic Massochists out there think you bear his (or their) "Care", than please do, and get these Freak of Leeches away from me and Maybe this could get Curse to be Lifted? But from what I have heard, people are only truly able to bear him and the rest of the "Hoggy Poops" after having been subdued to Severe Physical and/or Mental Trauma, or are like Them (From what I've heard) ex-Whores that are Ridiculously Obssessed about Being Posh, or possibly in rare Cases under the influence of Black Magic... So Good Luck...

And even will want the worlds end over not being able to be Loved by the one they are obsessively in "LOVE".

And then why on Earth should I have to bear God knows how many people Hating and/or Destroying Me over Rejecting this unbearable "Human"... Furthermore this utterly unbearable Hoggy "Care" Poop is not the only Destructive Element of his "Race"... And sometimes I strongly wonder if he isn't' the only "human" responsible for this Curse of Love... It's Horrifying of the extent of Unethical Actions that certain individuals will do to because of Rejection... Yes... He isn't the Only one who has destroyed my Life over Greeding for me... And in the case of others it is even Uglier... And I fear that for too long now our world has been ruled by these Social Rejects, and possibly and hopefully not for much longer... Because like they have for Millenias and more recently when it's time for truth to be revealed, will Destroyed me and all those who would reject them, and lying is not will keep you safe from their hate for those who can not truthfully bear them... And will dare do this in the name of GOD, or even claim that one of them is GOD himself, and Conveniently to others claims himself to be the Devil... Well, interesting Ironic if you knew the truth about their Religious Beliefs.

WoooHoo... Isn't a Wonderful Hoggy Poopy Wonderful World...




Otherwise, for those of you who already know about this Curse... And somehow still NEED love... Well, know that a little Prozac mostly does the trick... Lovely... Isn't our pathetic Hoggy Poopy Wonderful World "Beautiful"...? AGOLOVE Versus CHEMICAL Artificial Prozac "Happiness" which ironically is also basically the easiest way to numb your Heart... well for all of you heartfully needy fucks of course... ha ha ha ha... Otherwise... Ever heard of Meditation or... HATE... Lasts possibly much Longer and can be most definitely STRONGER than Love. And the Orgasms you get from it can be so very Extatically Satisfying... And one Hell of a Work Out... Aaaahhh... If I only had Legal Means to do what I Fantize about...

Otherwise to all the Pathetic Prozac heads (other than those who are genetically depressed) out there... What is it can't take it...? Oh no... Achey Breacky... Ouchy Ouchy... Oh No... Too Bad you don't have enough of a Brain Power to know how to deal with Depression...

ha ha ha ha...

You make me Laugh you Brainless Fucks... Ain't thay funny you laughing at me... Me laughing at you... Huummm... And I wonder does that Prozac help you Pathetic fucks Live in Denial... But... call you whores... And Oooooh... Kaboom... Here comes a Hard Hit from Reality... Suffocate it all you want... You can't Hide from the Truth... Oh Let's Thank Prozac again to help you stand up with False Pride... And for those who know, we are not blind what you really are... Just a bunch of completely ridiculous Freaks who fall a part of being too aware of their Reality, Junkies to your Social Appearances, Crippled without that oh so very seemingly acceptable drug that is Prozac... And... Actually, are you sure you shouldn't be classified in the Junky Section... Oooooo No... So very frowned upon by Masonry, after all, in some cases they damned me to schizophrenia for being a Pothead... And for those of us who know the truth, including especially you, the truth about Prozac, is that is a thousand times more destructive to our world than almost any drug... All others to my knowledge are lostly just self destructive if destructive at all...

Otherwise, for those interested... If ou get yourself a hold on some REAL Prozac (somehow... impossible to get a hold of here in Paris), well it's basically the same as Extacy at a Low Dosage... Isn't that ironic... Ever noticed how Pamela Anderssson... Which I am assuming is one hell of a prozac head... Looks in a Weirdly Interesting Way kind Reminds me of a Person is Like on Extacy... So if your into E(cstasy)s... Or have Insomnia... Pop a bunch after a sleepless night and it will "perk you right up" if you know what I mean... Just like the reputation of Coffee... And Ironically, I'm pretty damn suspicious that people who go arround perked up on Coffee are actually on a high dosage of Prozac... Just Check their Pupils...

Otherwise... Oh yeah... If you're already on Prozac and Reguarly ever so Often do Extacy... I think it's likely that if you won't get that jiffy high you normally get on E(cstasy), you will likely just feel the the effects of Speed present in Extacy and possibly God knows what else is in it...

Oh Yeah one more thing, to all you Prozac Heads... Oh OOooo Noooo... Quitting will... Guess what give the same Side effects of Long Term use of E(cstasy)! Basically fall into Long term depression, because, your brain, beyond a certain tolerance level will no longer be able to produce Seratonin like it would normally... Of Course their are Ways... Well at Least a Theory of Mine to Get over Long Term Depression... Have a Look at My "ideas& theories Blog" for My Theoretical Solution to Long Term Depression...



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*: If you decide to this be Smug, or you can often end being even bigger fools, because it can sometimes beyond your abilities for more than one reason... For one your Emotions of Hateful Revenge can make you somewhat irrational and harder to fool, especially since it it takes quite a bit of talent in the Art of Lying, and then there is also the effects of Black Magic take hold of you... But there are other Ways... People in who are Specialists at this sort of Thing...

**: Comforters often take advantage of these Circumstances to Build strong Emotional Bonds (or worse...) with these Agonic Lovers...

***: You Might Know This, but these "Hoggy Poops" are famous for Wipping out Paddington... By Torturing People To Death with their Voices, infused with their "Beautifully" Unbearable Personalites... They Basically Impose Their Presence on The New Inhabitants of the houses that they used to Squat in that Area, Until these New Residents Suicide...! I've heard that there is a strong likelyness that a Nearby Park, is where they Burry their Victims...


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Why Sodomy Is(was?) Considered an Evil Damnable Act By The Vatican

Strangely, There Seems to be Certain "Humans" which are also Members of Masonry... That I Basically Call the "Hoggy Poops", who Mostly Like to Perceive Themselves as Bears rather than Hogs... And in as God To Some while Satan To Others... Eitherway, Especially To Me These "Hoggy Poops" Especially for "Pahpah Hoggy Poop" have Unmistakable Auras of Hogs, and are Neither God or Satan, Just Real Amazingly Degenerate Poshy Freaks...

Furthermores, it Abarently Seems that They are OBSSESED, with having one of Them Marry Me, and Given that Their Jewish* and "Interestingly" enough have Strong Power on the Vatican, or the an Important Mind in the Vatican... And... According To My Theory Have found a way To Get Me To Reincarnate as a Jewish Girl, by Making Sodomy an Evil enough Act to Punish Me To Be Born Jewish... Humm... How interestingly Convenient... Especially given thier Obssesion to Try To Get Me To Marry Them... Which is why the Reason why they have been or have ben attempting to Destroy Me, supposedly As Far Back as Roman Antiquity... And What is The True Reason of Their Obssession of Marrying Me When Ever I Am a Woman... I Still Don't Quiet Know... Is it Because I was Rhamiel, The Angel Of Love and Friendship (See My Post about My Previous Incarnations) or is it because My Gift Of Foresight, or because among the Various Supposed Types of Human "Races" that Masonry likes to classify People by (Like the Whore Race), The Hog Race Still Have NEVER Been able To Seduce Me... Although their attempts have been Numerous, and when ever I am Not a Woman, to Satisfy their Overbearing Inferior Complex, They Love Making "Interestingly" Purposefully Flawed Social Experiments on Me To make Me Seem Inferior To One of Them or actually because they rather not do these Experiments on them selves do them with another more Normal Looking "Human" Ally(?)... Like their Favorite "Little Asshole Fraud Buddha"... Otherwise, when ever I'm a woman as far Back as Roman Antiquity these have been Destroying my Life when Ever

Otherwise... In Mostly this Life Time I have been Destructively Pursued by ""Pahpah Hoggy Poop's" dear Son: The "Hoggy Care Poop", who is an Excrutiatingly Disturbing "Human", not only because of his Looks, but Rather more because of his Personality which Reeks of Disturbing Degenerance and Insistant Romantic Cheesy Clichés, just his Presence is Pain to Me... Other than this Little ""Hoggy Care Poop", which I call Urky, and his Parents... Is Terdy, the Twatty Paddington ""Hoggy Poop" who I believe that during the Victorian Era was named Edward** and was the A Masonry Cop That Was Pretending To Investigate On Jack The Ripper...

Well anyway... So that's What my Theory Is About Why The Vatican Damns the "Evil" Act of Sodommy... Which I'm Sorry But I Still don't Understand Why This Act Has Anything to do with True Evilness.



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*: Huumm... I Wonder in the Context of What I Believe about Jews, or Should rather JUDAIC "People" (See Post about "Jews & Hebrews"), Who is God To JUDAIC People...? Huumm... Real Hard One... Huh...

**: Edward who Possibly one of the Smartest of The "Hoggy Poops" and the one has been the Most Destructive to Me and also likely The World... For Example, He is Responsible for the very Infamous Unofficial Unethical "Scientific" Experiments Made on Jews during the 2nd World War... Although he was himself Jewish... For People like him among the Nazis the Swastika was about making the World Degenerate, not Purifying it (See my Post about "What I Believe Was The True Aim Of The Nazi Government") And since then has been attempting to make the human Race as Degenerate as Possible, to make Sure that there is no one or not enough people to Threaten the Position of Power that Him and the Rest of the Hoggy Poops have in our World.


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Existentialism...

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Existentialism is "A philosophical theory or approach that Emphasizes the Existence of the Individual Person as a Free and Responsible agent determining their own development through acts of the will. Generally taken to originate with Kierkegaard and Nietzsche, Existentialism to be atheistic (although there is a strand of Christian existentialism deriving from the work of Kierkegaard), to disparage scientific knowledge, and to deny the existence of objective values, stressing instead the reality and significance of Human Freedom and Experience. The Approach was developed chiefly in 20th-century Europe, notably by Martin Heidegger, Jean-Paul Sartre, Albert Camus, and Simone de Beauvoir." (Quoted from My Macintosh Dictionary).

Otherwise, whether the Future is Unchangeable or not, I do believe that Humans, in accordance to their Nature, are somewhat Limited to certain types of Reactions and Counter Reactions to any given Situation. Humans just can't help being what we are, with our likes and dislikes, our flaws and qualities, each of us like a cobweb, in a Giant Machine that will Ultimately (Possibly?) Yield the same End Result... An Inevitable Chain Reaction... And Even Luck can't Change the course of our Collective Destiny, because it too is Ruled by Our Natures (or basically Existentialism)...

However, if Humans are given a chance to know what will happen according to which course of action we take, obviously our behaviour will be altered by this knowledge, but, sadly here again our Nature still intervenes with our now more highly informed Descisions... So even here Exitantialism rules the Fate of the Individual and on a larger scale also the Worlds Fate. However, I Personally believe that Worlds Fate is more strongly determined by who is pulling the strings in the Back Drop of Our World, basically by one or several "Grand Architects"*... So, Possibly Depending on who this is or if no one has that Power, The Future would not Necessarily be Firmly Predetermined...

Furthermore, I would like to add that beyond what Plato gives us as the proof of Existance "I think Therefor I am", from an Existentialistic Perspective do we Truly have Free Will? Or worse do we Truly Think?!? Are we basically Slaves to our Nature, and how it Reacts according to it's Context which is Determined by other Individuals in our Society.

Otherwise you can also derive that Voodoo/Magic and Social Brainwashing can puppet our Context and our Lives, and are also ruled by the Principals of Exitantialism, and when confronted to them, especially Voodoo/Magic, whether being a Free Thinker is possible or not, in this Context is even Harder... It's even Impossible in some cases...

I know it's Sad, but we may not actually have True Free Will, just an Intricate Illusion that we do...


So,

"I think therefor I am" (Plato)
But do I have Free Will?
Or is it just cause & effect,
all in his plan so Perfect..."

By Me (Astrid Constant)

The Rulling Princes of The Nine Celestial Orders

Seraphims:
Michael, Seraphiel, Jehoel, Uriel, Kemuel (Shemuel), Metatron, Nathanael, and Satan (before his fall)

Cherubims:
Gabriel, Cherubiel, Ophaniel, Raphael, Uriel, Zophiel, and Satan (before his fall)

Thrones:
Orifiel, Zaphkiel, Zabkiel, Jophiel (or Zophiel), Raziel

Dominions:
Zadkiel, Hashmal, Zacharel (Yahriel), Muriel

Virtues:
Uzziel, Gabriel, Micheal, Peliel, Barbiel, Sabriel, Haniel, Hamaliel, Tarshish

Powers:
Camael, Gabriel, Verchiel, and Satan (before his fall)

Principalities:
Nisroc, Haniel, Requel, Cerviel, Amael

Archangels:
Metatron, Raphael, Michael, Gabriel, Barbiel, Jehudiel, Barachiel, and Satan (before his fall)

Angels:
Phaleg, Adnachiel (Advachiel), Gabriel, Chayyliel



Reference: Dictionary of Angels by Gustave Davidson.

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Satan's Incarnations...

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It is my Belief that so far Satan has Incarnated Three times. His First one being Satan, which I equate in other Mythologies as Seth, Loki, Cain. In his second Incarnation, after his 1st death in the war against the son of Anael/Isis/Hera/Sif, Michael/Horus/Ares/Cu Chulain/Tyr I believe that he was known under the name of Beliar, and so far have not found his equivalent in other Mythologies... And finally in his Third and I believe current Incarnation as Chodar.


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The Moon...

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Why is it that the Moon is so often Associated to Dark Side of Occultism? And, why are many "interesting" Rituals performed during the Full Moon? As well as the Myth of the Warewolf Associated to it? And what about Lunar Astrology...?

Our Planet's little Satelite, the Moon, is actually Associated to Anubis, or basically Gabriel, (among other things, like one of the Angels of Death) Angel of the Moon. Otherwise personally, although I am quite sure it has something to do with one of the People in my "Heritage", when ever I see the Moon especially when it's Full, I am filled with a feeling well being, and Rarely, but sometimes near Europhic... Anyway, other than it's effect on the Tide of Our Plannet's Oceans and Seas, which is still quite a bit of a Mystery to me... I sometimes wonder about it's Orbital Path arround our Plannet... Is like Voices in your head, not what society tells us...


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Illogical Paranoïd Prejudism & Intolerance

Why is it that People, illogically Reject What they do not Understand, or basically what is Foreign to them? Is it beasially the seed that Breeds Illogical Paranoïd Prejudism and Intolerance in Society...? And... Could it ever be possible to Irradicate this Destructive Behavior, which I believe mostly Overspills from the Melodramatic Personality Archetype? Or is it just beyond the Capacity of Beings "Infested" the Genetic Flaws which Provoque this Behaviour in them...

And, Isn't strange how from this Illogical Paranoïd Prejudism and Intolerance, surges a Creative Swarm of Opinions... So... Again... Is Paranoïa, as well as Ilogical Paranoïa a Source of Creativity... Otherwise, I personally Consider that Paranoïa is a common factor Contributing to the Painful and Mentaly Cripling Emotion of Fear, and even if Fear can Exist in a Variety of other Contexts Paranoïa is it's most Common Manifestatation in Society.


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Venus/Aphrodite...

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The Mythologies about Venus/Aphrodite seem to be rather clouded with some Mystery... Especially with regards to her supposed Judeo Christian Equivalent Astarte with reference to the subject of Prostitution... She is said to be a Demon, or more precisely the Demon of Prostitution, and I am still puzzeled as to when or why she was damned to the Underworld/Hell.

As you may know, I believe that the Gods where not Exempt from Death, But could however sustain Life, or youth Indefinitely with the Aid of another God, who had the power to Rejuvenate them: Helios/Zethar... Anyway, Venus has often been equated with the Egyptian Goddess Isis, which according to me can also be equated with Hera/Isis*... So according to my theory, Venus/Aphrodite, might have been the Name Hera/Isis*, was known under her second "Incarnation" or after she got rejuvinated by Helios/Zethar. Otherwise the True Hera/Isis* got Replaced and thus "Hera/Isis*" continued to Exist...

Personally I believe that Venus/Aphrodite, or priorly Hera/Isis*, had desciples, who followed her orders in her plan to Purify the Human Race through the Genetic Purity of Bacchus/Dionysus** which I believe was Arian, well at least until he got replaced... These desciples were basically what some call Holy Prostitutes, basically what I believe to be something somewhat Equivalent to what true Geishas were in Ancient Japan, but were not Slaves to their Companions nor to Her... And this could possibly be the reason why she was considered as a Demon of Prostituion under the name of Astarte**. Otherwise Venus'/Aphrodite'/Hera's/Isis'/ Holy Prostitues, were bassically until Bacchus'/Dionysus'*** got Married to Venus/Aphrodite his Baccantes. I also believe that Bacchus'/Dionysus'*** Baccantes, also had permanent companions, who might have also been their husbands, and therefor in no way should be compared to your basic tramp, or Pavement/Back Alley Whore... But rather as Holy Prostitutes, if Prostitues at all...

Theoretically, these official disciples of Venus'/Aphrodite's, The Baccantes would Basically Like Bacchus/Dionysus*** and Hera/Isis/Venus/Aphrodite, (near?) Goddesses of Fertility, which were likely Highly Reveared through out the World. I believe not only the Prettiest and Genetically Purrest Women were Official Baccantes, and like Venus/Aphrodite were also Graced with Beauty... And also in some if not all cases, not Just Lovers to their Companions/Husbands but also Like her, Loved them, especially after Bacchus'/Dionysus'*** Union/Marriage to Venus/Aphrodite, and although no longer performed their usual yearly Bacchanalia**** Ritual, they now simply came on a yearly basis to recieve Bacchus'/Dionysus'*** Offerings of Semen.

Otherwise in her Judeo-Christian version, or Astarte I sometimes wonder if this Judeo-Christian version of her, was not really actually her, but one of her Disciples... A Quartet to be Exact, in anycase, Astarte, was basically 4 women joined as one through Telepathy. As for the reasons as to why this version of Astarte was sent to Hell, did she Possibly betray Venus/Aphrodite... Could who we call Astarte also possibly have also replaced Venus/Aphrodite either after her death or after a new change in identity.



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*: I also Personally believe that Hera/Isis can also be equated with Demeter.

**: Possibly She was Damned or considered a Demon because of the Tricking she might have have been involved with as part of her plan to Genetically Purify the Earth with The Baccantes, and their companions feeling betrayed becausenthey were until a certain point had been flooled (even if it was with the best of intentions for the human Race, and found out that the yearly praise their Companions/wives gave to Bacchus/Dionysus was not to be graced with Fertility, but rather to get Pregnant and pretend that it was their husbands who were the parents of their's and Bacchus'/Dionysus' children and therefor demanded Retribution, even if in my eyes, because of her intention was unreasonable, and sent Venus/Aphrodite/Astarte, their Leader to Hell...?!? And, Afterall... I guess it's Really all Relative to who is the Judge... So... If Venus/Aphrodite was really the Damned Astarte who was she Judge by...?

***: Which I Personally Generally Believe was more a God of Fertility, than Sex.

****: Which in my opinion, were not what most people believe, and basically not a Vulgar Orgie, even if the presence of Alcohol was Present, it was more like a yearly Ritual of Fertility where the Baccantes would come to get Pregnant. But otherwise, women from accross the world would also come to visit Bacchus/Dionysus** and recieve an Offering of Semen, either for themselves, or to be brought back to the Genetically purrest woman of their Village/Town...




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A Few of My Aphorisms

In Time I will complete this list...
The EGO, is the Human's Biggest Vulnerability.
Self Honesty Can lead you to Truth...
Certain Truths are better left undiscovered.
When an Illustrous Individual Wants to Prove his/her Worth, The Line Between Arrogance and Confidence Seems Particularly Thin.

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Religion = Stupidity

I Personally have no Established Faith in any Current Existing Religion, even if I do Believe very Strongly that there is some sort of Supreme Deity, THE CREATOR... I am still puzzeled as to the Extent of his Powers...

However, mostly, I see Religion = Stupidity and Stagnation of Thought... Mostly I am more for a Philosophical Approach to Faith... But sometimes I wonder if SOME people NEED to be told what to Think... Which where the presence of Religions might have true Value... But, in my opinion all current Religions do not evolve simultaneuously with the ethical evolution of society, so they are Never Synchronised and therefor can be destructive mostly because those who have faith in various Religions will Sustain it blindly to cost of those who do not follow their faith... Or to those whose faith "Damns", or limits by it rules...

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Criticism

Basically, if you've got the shoulders to handle it, I believe you can learn and grow a lot from Criticism, especially Constructive Criticism... But even Harsh Criticism can be Useful... But, either way, Criticism is only Fruitful if you have the Mental and Emotional strength to discern whether it is valid or not.

Otherwise, as everyone has surely heard before, "Learn from your Mistakes"?

Well, receiving Criticism can help you notice your Mistakes, which sometimes until then you had somehow been unaware of them... Either, because of being rather absent minded, or you just hadn't noticed, hadn't taken distance on things...

NB: Please do not be Simplistic fools think that I am Massochist for saying this...


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The True Meaning of The Pentacle

This Diagram comes from the Biedermann Dictionary of Symbols. Notice that within each Pentacle is another in the center Pentagonal part of it... Interesting don't you think... Ever wondered if there was a link in between the shape of The Pentagon (The US Department of Defense)...

I got this definition from my dictionary of Symbolism (great source of knowledge by the way) This one is the "Peguin Dictionary of Symbols" By Jean Chevalier and Alain Cherbrant, translated by Buchanan-Brown.

"Pentagrams take either pentagonal or star shape. Their symbolism is many fold, but is always based upon the number five, which expresses the conjunction of inequalities. The five points of the pentagram come together in fruitful marriage of three (the male principle) and with two (the female principle). In this context, the pentagram symbolizes hermaphrodism. Pentagrams were used as recognition signs between members of the same group or society, as for example the followers of Pythagoras in classical antiquity. The Pentagram united them: it was one of the keys of higher Knowledge and opened the door to what was secret. The pentagram also bears the meaning of marriage, good fortune and fulfilment. The ancients regarded it as a symbol of the idea of perfection. Paracelsus judged the pentagram to be one of the most powerful signs. In Europe the Pentagram of Pythagoras became that of Hermes Trismegistus and was regarded, not simply as a symbol of Knowledge, but as a means of casting spells and of obtaining power. Sorcerers used representations of the Pentagram to exercise their powers and there were Pentagrams specific to love, ill luck and so on.

In it's stellar, rather than pentagonal shape, masonic tradition calls the pentagram the blazing star. With some reservations Boucher quotes Ragon's interpretation of the blazing star as being the image of Ancient Egypt, of the son of Isis and the sun, begetter of the seasons and emblem of motion of that of Horus, symbol of primeval matter, inexhaustible well-spring of life spark of holy fire and universal seed of all beings. To Masons it is the emblem of the genius which raises the soul of great deeds.

Boucher reminds us that "the pentagram was the favorite symbol of the followers of Pythagoras... they inscribed it upon missives as a form of greeting like the Latin "vale",meaning "good health". the pentagram was also called "Ugeia"/"Hygeia" being the goddess of health, and the five letters making up her name in Greek were set at each of its points. The pentagram gives expression to a force which is the synthesis of complementary powers"

Otherwise I personnally noticed that there are ten Pythagoras triangles (ratio of sides: 3, 4, 5) the center part of the Pentagram... Hummmm... Could Pythagoras learned much from the Egyptians, including his famous triangle...?!? It is also a symbol for Magic. Pointed up it is stands for White Magic, pointed down it stands for Black Magic. White Magic is to cause Pleasure, Black Magic is to cause Pain. NB: Magic is basically the same as Voodoo.

Personally, I have recently come to the conclusion that I believe the True Pentacle is truly always pointing downwards, at least the primary one. But this would have nothing to do with whether you are Evil or Good, but rather that it is just that there is simply more black magic spells/tricks than there are white ones... Otherwise, If you were to use it as a symbol to what allegiance you are, the I guess chose the pointed up or down down one, according to whether you are into black or white magic... But personally, given that I like both, depending on the circumstances... I would chose the Biedermann one...

Otherwise, I've had the idea that it could be a new shape/cut for precious and semi-precious stones...

NB: Pain and Pleasure can be very Relative... Especially when it comes to Mental Pleasure and Pain...

Here is some additional extracts about the Pentacle these are from the Biedermann Dictionary of Symbols:

"... drawn with five strokes without lifting one's pencil... Pythagoras and his disciples considered the pentacle as a sacred symbol of mind-body harmony... In Gnostic and Manichean groups, for whom 5 was a sacred number (a reference to the 5 elements they recognised: Light, Air, Wind, Fire, Water), the Pentacle was a fundamental symbol; later sects (ex: the Bogumiles of the Balkan Pininsula) then took it over, frequently placing it on their tombstones, or only sugesting it with a 5 fingered hand. The 5 pointed star was frequent on the "Abraxas" amulets of antiquity as in teh alter magical literature of the Occident. It is possible that in the Christian era the Pentacle was a manifestation of a secret "undercurrent" of Gnosticism* which sought to conceal itself from the ecclesiastical authorities, as was presumably the ideology of Alchemy... The pentacle of white magic was drawn beginning with a horizontal stroke from left to right, then, with a diagonal stroke to the lower left and so forth. The Pentacle of Black magic often had a Goat's head inscribed in it, the upright or white pentacle, an outline of the human form. The Pentacle also appears in Cristian iconography, where it is associated with the 5 Stigmata of Christ, or, because of its closed form, with the coming together of beginning and end, ALPHA & OMEGA, in Christ (compare Circle). Its use in the Occident goes back before Christ, however: to Etruscan ceramics, or to Egyptian grave drawings (where 5 pointed stars with no internal drawings, stand for all the stars in the Heavens). We might seek models in nature for the pentacle, ex: the Starfish or other echinodermata, but the drawings of Pentacles can also be understood simply as playful striving for graphic dexterity. In Rock drawings found in Alpine regions, mostly dating from the late Middle Ages and the early modern era, the Pentacle clearly appears to have apotropaic (i.e., seeking to ward off Evil) significance, to judge from its use along side Christian and Genetical symbols, which were employed similarly... (To Freemasonry)... The symbol "reminds us of the sun, which illuminates the earth with its rays and makes us mindful of our blessings, as it gives light and Life to all who are on earth". In Freemasonry, the blazing star has been documented as early as 1735; the G has been variously interpreted as standing for "Gnosis," "Geometry," "God," "Glory" and a variety of other concepts. The Alchemists, like the Gnostics, had associated the number five the Gnostics, had associated the number 5 with the elements, but specifically with the spiritual QUINTESSENCE (quinta essentia) of the usual four. As a sign to ward of demons, the Pentacle often is found carved in the wood of old door frames, thresholds, and gates. Stars with more points are found less frequently; the most significant include the Hexagram and the eight pointed star (See eight Immortals), a symbolic doubling of the four (of the Cross, for example) and standing for law." Side Note: The Red Hot Chili Peppers Logo is an eight pointed star looking symbol... Coincidence ? Who designed it ? Themselves or their Stylist ?

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*: I believe that this Gnostic secret "Undercurrent" was what became of the Templars after their "Destruction" on Friday the 13th of October in 1307. Their Knowledge and Scientific Evolution continued on an underground level, although they were persecuted by the Holy Inquisition... Nostradamus (whom believe was one of my previous incarnations) was Guided by Scaliger, a leading Renaissance scholar, whom I believe was a one of these Gnostics. I believe that the Gnostics were also the great Builders of many Cathedrals... I also believe that around 1717, they became what we call today Masonry. Composed probably mostly of Bourgeoisie Families (some of which were probably descendants of Templars...) I believe that they set off on a mission to overthrow the the ruling Monarchies across the World. They originally were the ones behind the independance of the US, as well as The French Revolution, which occurred almost within the same decade. In August 1789, the French created "La Declaration des Droits de L'homme". So at least originally they were Good Natured People... These days... Things are a little bit... To say the least: Distorted... Personally I HATE most of if not all of Freemasonry... So many of them are basically involved and/or responsible for the near total destruction of me and my Family...


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"I think therefor I am", But do I have free will...?

Voodoo/Magic and social brainwashing can puppet your life. Being a free thinker is not an easily achievable task, it's even impossible in some cases.

Further more from another type of perspective, from the "God's eye view", taking human nature (and/or it's various types of natures) into consideration, humans just can't help being what they are, with their likes and dislikes, their flaws and qualities, which can all be relative to their context, their Voodoo/Magic coctail, the information they know, and the type of society they exist in, each of us like a cobweb, in a Giant machine that can or will ultimately yield the same end result... An inevitable chain reaction... And what if even luck couldn't change the course of our collective destiny, because it too is ruled by our natures... Also can we wonder if there is an grand Architect in the back drop of our world pulling the strings of Destiny, could even Purposely changing things about our Context make a World of a Difference...?

I know it's Destabilising, but we may not actually have Free will, just the illusion that we do...!

If I have properly understood the concept of the Existentialistic Philosophy, then what I have just said previously is part of what can be considered as Existentialism, if so, then Feel Free to Label me as an Existentialist...

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