Some of you may already know... Especially among certain people in Masonry from what I've heard... There is Curse on Love... But For those of you who don't ... Ask arround... And otherwise here's what I've heard...
Basically TRUE Love can not in our World... By true Love I mean: "To Love and be Loved in Return" or basically what some consider "the Greatest Thing", basically to be Love and be Loved in Return. And what's worse is that This applies to not only Enamourous Relationships, Frienship Love, Blood Relative Love. (NB: in all it's forms Incestual or not)... Even Relationships between co-workers seems to be somewhat or Entirely under the influence of this Curse... It seems that the way it works is that the more Love there is one side the Less there is on the other side... But... This in no way means that Hating others will get them to Love You, because... Isn't it "Beautiful"... And actually quite apparent I think, that Super Dooper at least Mutual Hate Exist... Hurray...
So you are basically either the Fool or the Fooler... And in the case of those who Fool, unless it is with the purpose of Righteous Revenge* know now that you are cursed to never know happiness and will be cursed with Bad Luck under it's various Manifestations both onto the you personnally but also your "Clan"... And... Will likely one way or the other, also have your turn at being the Fool... And when it will be your turn, the Pain you will feel will always be possibly or likely in an even more humiliating and emotional hurtful way than those you fooled...
Otherwise, for those of you who have been the fools, well, like me even if personally other than Aquiering some wisdom by being one, I at least had somewhat of an illusion... For some it's the Next best thing.
Otherwise is a very interesting strange of Love which can only exist in very "interesting" circumstances basically what I call Agolove, which can even if it never exit for long, mutually is still a deep emotion of some form of Love, but more often a sense of need for emotional Comfort**, and too often again not Mutual... The indivisuals involved in Agolove are itend to be in so much Mental and/or Physical Anguish that anyone Arms are good enough to Confort them...
And This just Reinforces my Nihilislm in Relationships... So, Sorry not into being the Fool or the Fooler, even for Vengeance... I just can't stand even bear the idea of breathing the same air of those I Hate, so Fooling them back and hitting them where it hurts the most in Person, would just because of the negative of bearing their presence outweighs the positive satisfaction of Vengeance and therefor not be Worth it... Especially since at least in my case, Fate usually Naturally take it's toll on them...
Otherwise if you're wondering who's responsible for this curse... It is my determined belief that the curese of Poops Hoggy of Masonry for that... Because it is It's incredible what those completely replusive freaks will do because of REJECTION...
Question: would you sacrifice youself as a "Whore" so that mankind, which in most or all cases Hate so that a "Hoggy "Care" Poop" can have you, just because he obssessed about you...? And why You... ? Putting simply you are his Obsession, because your Soul is What he Craves, Greeds For... Why extactly...? It get's complicated... But no matter how you put it, is Sick... This Freak (whether he realises it or not) it feels only wants you more as a Possession than as a Person to "Truly" Love and Care for... And somehow Believes that with YOU he can HAVE "the Greatest Thing" and only seemingly because of this obssessively GREEDS for you...
Especially when, it at least to me is apparent that, he is incapable of TRUE love, let alone understand it, since in his Obssession To Love ME, has been a extremely strong influence in Destroying Me... And why with all the Harm he has Caused me should this Freak be Alloud to Satisfy his Obssession and get this "Greatest Thing" especially when grasping it's Essence is more than likely impossible for him? This Pathetic Freak and his dreadful stubbornness WILL EVEN WANT THE END OF WORLDS (as well as damning the World To Live Without "Greatest Thing") over not being able to get what he Ridiculously Obssessively Wants...
And, Worse it seems Impossible to Escape his Greed for You... It seems that No matter what, he will Always Want you, and there is nothing you can do to Stop it... Or Nearly, it seems that reccently, after centuries of persuing Me (along with the Rest of "Hoggy Poops" he has finnaly directed his Seek for ""the Greatest Thing". Apparently he finnally Got it... As For the Other ""Hoggy Poops", it's Relative as To whether they will be able to Steal My Indentity...
Otherwise, had his persuit of Me not Ceased, I want to make it clear that even if I were to Sacrifice my Body, Pride and Ego, there is nothing I could ever do to Truly be Able to Love or Even Truly Bear this "Human" or his Family, as well as the Rest of the "Hoggy Poops"... It Just Simply that His as Well as the Rest of the "Hoggy Poops" Auras, attitudes and Voices *** are Like Poison to Me, PURE TORTURE!
Well that's Just how I Feel... But from what I've understood, I'm not Alone, But possibly some fear to Speak Up... For me just Impossible, even in a Context where I do not know how much I should Hate these "Hoggy Poops" for all the harm he and they have caused me in this and/or their and my passed Lives... And within this Context really makes their Persistance of their Persuite Outrageous... Otherwise... If any of you Prideless or Possibly Heroic Massochists out there think you bear his (or their) "Care", than please do, and get these Freak of Leeches away from me and Maybe this could get Curse to be Lifted? But from what I have heard, people are only truly able to bear him and the rest of the "Hoggy Poops" after having been subdued to Severe Physical and/or Mental Trauma, or are like Them (From what I've heard) ex-Whores that are Ridiculously Obssessed about Being Posh, or possibly in rare Cases under the influence of Black Magic... So Good Luck...
And even will want the worlds end over not being able to be Loved by the one they are obsessively in "LOVE".
And then why on Earth should I have to bear God knows how many people Hating and/or Destroying Me over Rejecting this unbearable "Human"... Furthermore this utterly unbearable Hoggy "Care" Poop is not the only Destructive Element of his "Race"... And sometimes I strongly wonder if he isn't' the only "human" responsible for this Curse of Love... It's Horrifying of the extent of Unethical Actions that certain individuals will do to because of Rejection... Yes... He isn't the Only one who has destroyed my Life over Greeding for me... And in the case of others it is even Uglier... And I fear that for too long now our world has been ruled by these Social Rejects, and possibly and hopefully not for much longer... Because like they have for Millenias and more recently when it's time for truth to be revealed, will Destroyed me and all those who would reject them, and lying is not will keep you safe from their hate for those who can not truthfully bear them... And will dare do this in the name of GOD, or even claim that one of them is GOD himself, and Conveniently to others claims himself to be the Devil... Well, interesting Ironic if you knew the truth about their Religious Beliefs.
WoooHoo... Isn't a Wonderful Hoggy Poopy Wonderful World...
Otherwise, for those of you who already know about this Curse... And somehow still NEED love... Well, know that a little Prozac mostly does the trick... Lovely... Isn't our pathetic Hoggy Poopy Wonderful World "Beautiful"...? AGOLOVE Versus CHEMICAL Artificial Prozac "Happiness" which ironically is also basically the easiest way to numb your Heart... well for all of you heartfully needy fucks of course... ha ha ha ha... Otherwise... Ever heard of Meditation or... HATE... Lasts possibly much Longer and can be most definitely STRONGER than Love. And the Orgasms you get from it can be so very Extatically Satisfying... And one Hell of a Work Out... Aaaahhh... If I only had Legal Means to do what I Fantize about...
Otherwise to all the Pathetic Prozac heads (other than those who are genetically depressed) out there... What is it can't take it...? Oh no... Achey Breacky... Ouchy Ouchy... Oh No... Too Bad you don't have enough of a Brain Power to know how to deal with Depression...
ha ha ha ha...
You make me Laugh you Brainless Fucks... Ain't thay funny you laughing at me... Me laughing at you... Huummm... And I wonder does that Prozac help you Pathetic fucks Live in Denial... But... call you whores... And Oooooh... Kaboom... Here comes a Hard Hit from Reality... Suffocate it all you want... You can't Hide from the Truth... Oh Let's Thank Prozac again to help you stand up with False Pride... And for those who know, we are not blind what you really are... Just a bunch of completely ridiculous Freaks who fall a part of being too aware of their Reality, Junkies to your Social Appearances, Crippled without that oh so very seemingly acceptable drug that is Prozac... And... Actually, are you sure you shouldn't be classified in the Junky Section... Oooooo No... So very frowned upon by Masonry, after all, in some cases they damned me to schizophrenia for being a Pothead... And for those of us who know the truth, including especially you, the truth about Prozac, is that is a thousand times more destructive to our world than almost any drug... All others to my knowledge are lostly just self destructive if destructive at all...
Otherwise, for those interested... If ou get yourself a hold on some REAL Prozac (somehow... impossible to get a hold of here in Paris), well it's basically the same as Extacy at a Low Dosage... Isn't that ironic... Ever noticed how Pamela Anderssson... Which I am assuming is one hell of a prozac head... Looks in a Weirdly Interesting Way kind Reminds me of a Person is Like on Extacy... So if your into E(cstasy)s... Or have Insomnia... Pop a bunch after a sleepless night and it will "perk you right up" if you know what I mean... Just like the reputation of Coffee... And Ironically, I'm pretty damn suspicious that people who go arround perked up on Coffee are actually on a high dosage of Prozac... Just Check their Pupils...
Otherwise... Oh yeah... If you're already on Prozac and Reguarly ever so Often do Extacy... I think it's likely that if you won't get that jiffy high you normally get on E(cstasy), you will likely just feel the the effects of Speed present in Extacy and possibly God knows what else is in it...
Oh Yeah one more thing, to all you Prozac Heads... Oh OOooo Noooo... Quitting will... Guess what give the same Side effects of Long Term use of E(cstasy)! Basically fall into Long term depression, because, your brain, beyond a certain tolerance level will no longer be able to produce Seratonin like it would normally... Of Course their are Ways... Well at Least a Theory of Mine to Get over Long Term Depression... Have a Look at My "ideas& theories Blog" for My Theoretical Solution to Long Term Depression...
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*: If you decide to this be Smug, or you can often end being even bigger fools, because it can sometimes beyond your abilities for more than one reason... For one your Emotions of Hateful Revenge can make you somewhat irrational and harder to fool, especially since it it takes quite a bit of talent in the Art of Lying, and then there is also the effects of Black Magic take hold of you... But there are other Ways... People in who are Specialists at this sort of Thing...
**: Comforters often take advantage of these Circumstances to Build strong Emotional Bonds (or worse...) with these Agonic Lovers...
***: You Might Know This, but these "Hoggy Poops" are famous for Wipping out Paddington... By Torturing People To Death with their Voices, infused with their "Beautifully" Unbearable Personalites... They Basically Impose Their Presence on The New Inhabitants of the houses that they used to Squat in that Area, Until these New Residents Suicide...! I've heard that there is a strong likelyness that a Nearby Park, is where they Burry their Victims...
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Basically TRUE Love can not in our World... By true Love I mean: "To Love and be Loved in Return" or basically what some consider "the Greatest Thing", basically to be Love and be Loved in Return. And what's worse is that This applies to not only Enamourous Relationships, Frienship Love, Blood Relative Love. (NB: in all it's forms Incestual or not)... Even Relationships between co-workers seems to be somewhat or Entirely under the influence of this Curse... It seems that the way it works is that the more Love there is one side the Less there is on the other side... But... This in no way means that Hating others will get them to Love You, because... Isn't it "Beautiful"... And actually quite apparent I think, that Super Dooper at least Mutual Hate Exist... Hurray...
So you are basically either the Fool or the Fooler... And in the case of those who Fool, unless it is with the purpose of Righteous Revenge* know now that you are cursed to never know happiness and will be cursed with Bad Luck under it's various Manifestations both onto the you personnally but also your "Clan"... And... Will likely one way or the other, also have your turn at being the Fool... And when it will be your turn, the Pain you will feel will always be possibly or likely in an even more humiliating and emotional hurtful way than those you fooled...
Otherwise, for those of you who have been the fools, well, like me even if personally other than Aquiering some wisdom by being one, I at least had somewhat of an illusion... For some it's the Next best thing.
Otherwise is a very interesting strange of Love which can only exist in very "interesting" circumstances basically what I call Agolove, which can even if it never exit for long, mutually is still a deep emotion of some form of Love, but more often a sense of need for emotional Comfort**, and too often again not Mutual... The indivisuals involved in Agolove are itend to be in so much Mental and/or Physical Anguish that anyone Arms are good enough to Confort them...
And This just Reinforces my Nihilislm in Relationships... So, Sorry not into being the Fool or the Fooler, even for Vengeance... I just can't stand even bear the idea of breathing the same air of those I Hate, so Fooling them back and hitting them where it hurts the most in Person, would just because of the negative of bearing their presence outweighs the positive satisfaction of Vengeance and therefor not be Worth it... Especially since at least in my case, Fate usually Naturally take it's toll on them...
Otherwise if you're wondering who's responsible for this curse... It is my determined belief that the curese of Poops Hoggy of Masonry for that... Because it is It's incredible what those completely replusive freaks will do because of REJECTION...
Question: would you sacrifice youself as a "Whore" so that mankind, which in most or all cases Hate so that a "Hoggy "Care" Poop" can have you, just because he obssessed about you...? And why You... ? Putting simply you are his Obsession, because your Soul is What he Craves, Greeds For... Why extactly...? It get's complicated... But no matter how you put it, is Sick... This Freak (whether he realises it or not) it feels only wants you more as a Possession than as a Person to "Truly" Love and Care for... And somehow Believes that with YOU he can HAVE "the Greatest Thing" and only seemingly because of this obssessively GREEDS for you...
Especially when, it at least to me is apparent that, he is incapable of TRUE love, let alone understand it, since in his Obssession To Love ME, has been a extremely strong influence in Destroying Me... And why with all the Harm he has Caused me should this Freak be Alloud to Satisfy his Obssession and get this "Greatest Thing" especially when grasping it's Essence is more than likely impossible for him? This Pathetic Freak and his dreadful stubbornness WILL EVEN WANT THE END OF WORLDS (as well as damning the World To Live Without "Greatest Thing") over not being able to get what he Ridiculously Obssessively Wants...
And, Worse it seems Impossible to Escape his Greed for You... It seems that No matter what, he will Always Want you, and there is nothing you can do to Stop it... Or Nearly, it seems that reccently, after centuries of persuing Me (along with the Rest of "Hoggy Poops" he has finnaly directed his Seek for ""the Greatest Thing". Apparently he finnally Got it... As For the Other ""Hoggy Poops", it's Relative as To whether they will be able to Steal My Indentity...
Otherwise, had his persuit of Me not Ceased, I want to make it clear that even if I were to Sacrifice my Body, Pride and Ego, there is nothing I could ever do to Truly be Able to Love or Even Truly Bear this "Human" or his Family, as well as the Rest of the "Hoggy Poops"... It Just Simply that His as Well as the Rest of the "Hoggy Poops" Auras, attitudes and Voices *** are Like Poison to Me, PURE TORTURE!
Well that's Just how I Feel... But from what I've understood, I'm not Alone, But possibly some fear to Speak Up... For me just Impossible, even in a Context where I do not know how much I should Hate these "Hoggy Poops" for all the harm he and they have caused me in this and/or their and my passed Lives... And within this Context really makes their Persistance of their Persuite Outrageous... Otherwise... If any of you Prideless or Possibly Heroic Massochists out there think you bear his (or their) "Care", than please do, and get these Freak of Leeches away from me and Maybe this could get Curse to be Lifted? But from what I have heard, people are only truly able to bear him and the rest of the "Hoggy Poops" after having been subdued to Severe Physical and/or Mental Trauma, or are like Them (From what I've heard) ex-Whores that are Ridiculously Obssessed about Being Posh, or possibly in rare Cases under the influence of Black Magic... So Good Luck...
And even will want the worlds end over not being able to be Loved by the one they are obsessively in "LOVE".
And then why on Earth should I have to bear God knows how many people Hating and/or Destroying Me over Rejecting this unbearable "Human"... Furthermore this utterly unbearable Hoggy "Care" Poop is not the only Destructive Element of his "Race"... And sometimes I strongly wonder if he isn't' the only "human" responsible for this Curse of Love... It's Horrifying of the extent of Unethical Actions that certain individuals will do to because of Rejection... Yes... He isn't the Only one who has destroyed my Life over Greeding for me... And in the case of others it is even Uglier... And I fear that for too long now our world has been ruled by these Social Rejects, and possibly and hopefully not for much longer... Because like they have for Millenias and more recently when it's time for truth to be revealed, will Destroyed me and all those who would reject them, and lying is not will keep you safe from their hate for those who can not truthfully bear them... And will dare do this in the name of GOD, or even claim that one of them is GOD himself, and Conveniently to others claims himself to be the Devil... Well, interesting Ironic if you knew the truth about their Religious Beliefs.
WoooHoo... Isn't a Wonderful Hoggy Poopy Wonderful World...
Otherwise, for those of you who already know about this Curse... And somehow still NEED love... Well, know that a little Prozac mostly does the trick... Lovely... Isn't our pathetic Hoggy Poopy Wonderful World "Beautiful"...? AGOLOVE Versus CHEMICAL Artificial Prozac "Happiness" which ironically is also basically the easiest way to numb your Heart... well for all of you heartfully needy fucks of course... ha ha ha ha... Otherwise... Ever heard of Meditation or... HATE... Lasts possibly much Longer and can be most definitely STRONGER than Love. And the Orgasms you get from it can be so very Extatically Satisfying... And one Hell of a Work Out... Aaaahhh... If I only had Legal Means to do what I Fantize about...
Otherwise to all the Pathetic Prozac heads (other than those who are genetically depressed) out there... What is it can't take it...? Oh no... Achey Breacky... Ouchy Ouchy... Oh No... Too Bad you don't have enough of a Brain Power to know how to deal with Depression...
ha ha ha ha...
You make me Laugh you Brainless Fucks... Ain't thay funny you laughing at me... Me laughing at you... Huummm... And I wonder does that Prozac help you Pathetic fucks Live in Denial... But... call you whores... And Oooooh... Kaboom... Here comes a Hard Hit from Reality... Suffocate it all you want... You can't Hide from the Truth... Oh Let's Thank Prozac again to help you stand up with False Pride... And for those who know, we are not blind what you really are... Just a bunch of completely ridiculous Freaks who fall a part of being too aware of their Reality, Junkies to your Social Appearances, Crippled without that oh so very seemingly acceptable drug that is Prozac... And... Actually, are you sure you shouldn't be classified in the Junky Section... Oooooo No... So very frowned upon by Masonry, after all, in some cases they damned me to schizophrenia for being a Pothead... And for those of us who know the truth, including especially you, the truth about Prozac, is that is a thousand times more destructive to our world than almost any drug... All others to my knowledge are lostly just self destructive if destructive at all...
Otherwise, for those interested... If ou get yourself a hold on some REAL Prozac (somehow... impossible to get a hold of here in Paris), well it's basically the same as Extacy at a Low Dosage... Isn't that ironic... Ever noticed how Pamela Anderssson... Which I am assuming is one hell of a prozac head... Looks in a Weirdly Interesting Way kind Reminds me of a Person is Like on Extacy... So if your into E(cstasy)s... Or have Insomnia... Pop a bunch after a sleepless night and it will "perk you right up" if you know what I mean... Just like the reputation of Coffee... And Ironically, I'm pretty damn suspicious that people who go arround perked up on Coffee are actually on a high dosage of Prozac... Just Check their Pupils...
Otherwise... Oh yeah... If you're already on Prozac and Reguarly ever so Often do Extacy... I think it's likely that if you won't get that jiffy high you normally get on E(cstasy), you will likely just feel the the effects of Speed present in Extacy and possibly God knows what else is in it...
Oh Yeah one more thing, to all you Prozac Heads... Oh OOooo Noooo... Quitting will... Guess what give the same Side effects of Long Term use of E(cstasy)! Basically fall into Long term depression, because, your brain, beyond a certain tolerance level will no longer be able to produce Seratonin like it would normally... Of Course their are Ways... Well at Least a Theory of Mine to Get over Long Term Depression... Have a Look at My "ideas& theories Blog" for My Theoretical Solution to Long Term Depression...
_______________________________________________________
*: If you decide to this be Smug, or you can often end being even bigger fools, because it can sometimes beyond your abilities for more than one reason... For one your Emotions of Hateful Revenge can make you somewhat irrational and harder to fool, especially since it it takes quite a bit of talent in the Art of Lying, and then there is also the effects of Black Magic take hold of you... But there are other Ways... People in who are Specialists at this sort of Thing...
**: Comforters often take advantage of these Circumstances to Build strong Emotional Bonds (or worse...) with these Agonic Lovers...
***: You Might Know This, but these "Hoggy Poops" are famous for Wipping out Paddington... By Torturing People To Death with their Voices, infused with their "Beautifully" Unbearable Personalites... They Basically Impose Their Presence on The New Inhabitants of the houses that they used to Squat in that Area, Until these New Residents Suicide...! I've heard that there is a strong likelyness that a Nearby Park, is where they Burry their Victims...
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